i think i was just beat up...but im not certain....

i still have my head...hands....arms legs..and heart...but i feel..tender...


i am confused.....

when did i become a punching bag...for verbal barfage? i didn't...thats the th ing.... i can hear the voice now saying you only are a punching bag if you want to be...and thats true.....

when to say when...

when to fold

when to retreat

when to attack

when to quit

when to hold the white flag high n proud...

when when when when when when when